i was never one to only have one option. but this time, i'm happy to be option-less. cos though there is one option waiting for me, its meant for the future. and i hope it'll be a good future. hahaha.

it's really quite odd. everything i've done. not the fact that i've done all that, but rather the fact that it was all for.. plus i do not expect anything back, though usually i do get something in return, be it time, material possessions or companionship. just that it usually takes awhile -.- ahahaha. it scares me abit. cos i can so see myself in the exact same situation 10, 20 years down the road. hmms.

unquestioning faith, unflinching honesty and complete acceptance makes for a wonderful time (:

lardeedum. i want to buy more dresses! i love talking ching chings & cryptic shit. grins.